Just so we are on the same page, this is not a joke. I’m as serious as taxes.
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For as long as I can remember, I’ve always admired interracial couples. From seeing them in films and then in magazines and knowing real life couples like Tamara Mowry and her husband, Adam Housley. Aren’t they just adorable?
Sadly, some people still frown On interracial couples, but who cares about them right?
Anyway, I’ve always imagined myself, a common girl, married to Prince William because he fell so deeply in love with me. He didn’t marry me, but I’m happy that he married a beautiful soul like Kate Middleton. Yay!
Anyway, I convinced myself over the years that white men don’t like people like me and I gave up hope, but something, I don’t even know what, stirred the dream in me and I know anything is achievable especially if I want it bad enough. And if it’s good for me. 😀
So this makes my ambition official, how do I get a white mate?
I’ve got a few ideas in mind.
There are days I just wanna give up.
Give up on work,
Give up on friends,
Give up on family and even give up on life!
But somewhere in between all these thoughts, I stop and think… Continue reading
As I walked home from church this evening, I felt like I was going to break into tears. The person by my side was part of the reason for the tears I tried uncontrollably to keep at bay. He didn’t know the struggle within me, the part that wanted him to walk with me and the part that wanted him to go away.
Helplessness is a feeling I don’t do well with. The dictionary defines helplessness as being unable to act without help and this is a feeling I most definitely hate. Be it when I’m sick, be in a lack of skill required for the task ahead, or being ill-prepared to handle the situation at hand, the moment I feel helpless, I start to week within me and everything else goes south at that point.
I won’t deny that I may also be hormonal that’s why I’m taking it harder than I would have had I not been, but the bottom line is I am feeling several emotions at the same time which is gradually reducing me to a whimpering fool.
I need your prayers, words of encouragement or just tough love to snap out of this… Lurch I’ve found myself in.